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There's always this moment, when I get up to use the bathroom and get back to my bed but it's so cold because of the air-conditioning and you pull the blankets to cover your entire body but still shiver because your blankets went cold because of the air-conditioning but you're fine with it because you know you will be okay, you will be warm soon enough and you will drift back to sleep.

That's how I feel right now. After a 2 hour long conversation with Xinyi, I actually feel better. Even though I have no clue on what I'm going to do but it feels like things will be okay, I will be okay soon enough. I will be okay. I will be okay. I will be okay. I just need to make this feeling last.