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I grocery shop like I'm 10, except now I have more money and less self control. I eat like I'm 1, with pieces of food all over the surroundings of my plate. I listen like I'm 3, always manage to leave out certain parts people say.

But I'm 21 this year. I am supposed to be a teenager no more. I am supposed to know my goals in life, what I want to achieve and who I want to be in the future. I am supposed to be clear and focus on those things. I am supposed to be mature and independent.

Supposed to.

But I am not.