Future.

Honestly, I thought that I was more than this. But I'm not sure anymore. I think I'm meant to be nothing. I think.

/ I am very sad. I am too tired to even pretend I'm not sad. I just don't want to exist anymore, I feel so empty, I just want to do nothing and be nothing. Nothing nothing nothing. Because when I was with you, it's like at least something in my life was going right. But now there isn't anything. Nothing nothing nofuckingthing.