Often.

People often forget that I have feelings too. Too much, unfortunately.

Most of the time I wish you were still here. Because then, I can fall back on you. Nobody to go out with? I could call you. Nobody to talk to? I could text you. Somebody pissed me off? I could rant to you. Then I will reflect upon myself, if I just wanted you because I'm just lonely or I needed someone then I realize, the difference is that it's you are the only one on my mind that I would turn to.

I'm lonely and I want you. But if I weren't lonely, I would still want you too.