Swear.

If you're smart enough, you'd have known that there's nothing good staying friends with me. Honestly speaking, so just fuc.. yeah you know.

Madrush.

That's how I foresee next week would be. :(

Anyways, went to see a private property today. It's seriously damn awesome, big space and all but the location's sucky. Like at upper thompson. Unless I can drive, otherwise I doubt I'll be staying anywhere near there.

Ah I want my own ice cream maker, that way I can have my ice cream 24/7. ^^ I can imagine myself making so many flavours, plus getting those mix-ins. Wah, shiok.

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I miss soccer.

But honestly, I just miss playing soccer with that bunch of people which is about 4/5 years ago.

^^

Had fish and co yesterday in celebration of him getting his license! Then bb gave me a ride home yesterday cause he got his license. Yay finally ^^

So later I'm heading out for chilli crabs at westcoast then sushi for tomorrow. :)

If I die young

I really don't mind dying young. I don't mind it at all. But they always say.. you've got a whole life ahead of you, a beautiful life, a happy one. But no one can guarantee that the rest of your life would be smooth sailing and happy and promising and all that positive words that you might want to use. Nobody. Nobody can be sure that you might develop some kind of terminal disease when you're older and be suffering and in pain 24/7.

So yes, I don't mind dying young.

Just food for thought.

Who do you think you are

We're all the same. All so fake. So let me just end everything here. No point holding on or letting go because we all know what's going to happen.

Soccer on Saturday to celebrate coach's belated birthday. I miss soccer so damn much and it's so sad to say my body's not that tough anymore. My boots was this close to falling apart and I only can rely on tape now. :(

For the first time, I finally felt that my eds is making progress but I'm so scared the lecturers won't like my stuff. So hard.

Just tonight.

I want to take a knife and stab it at your fucking face

and yours
and yours
and yours
and
yours.