Schedule.

Morning - Eat primrose oil pills
Night - 100 crunches + apply that oil thingy on your scars

Just in case I forget.

Sunday night.

Went to Faith's 45th Birthday dinner yesterday and our parents met for the first time. People's parents usually meet each other maybe after, erm 8-12 months? But us? Within less than 4 months, they meet. But all's good because I think they genuinely like each other. :)

Okay, fun's over. Need to chiong my eds now and vda. Super super super overdue.

Birthdays

Let's just say, a birthday can make you realize who your true friends are and yeah, don't expect me to do much anything.

I'm so sorry that I'm not the least sorry.

Right now.

“You’re a good man. You are handsome and kind and smart and good but you’re perfect, but, um, I’m, busy, holding myself together with tape and glue, and a piece of me wishes that you hadn’t played golf then you’d be all taped and glued too and maybe you’d be where I am. You’re too much for me right now because I’m busy with the tape and the glue.”

This is so, true.

/ Maybe I'm just not good enough for you, maybe I just don't deserve you.. maybe you could do so much better.

// Daddy increased our allowance to $50/week and I don't really think I'm worth that much.

/// All that self-loath and hatred. Too much for tonight.

Slacker/Me

When I say I like to stay at home, I swear I'm totally serious. I can stay home 24/7, 7 days a week and who knows, maybe forever. I just hate going out and shit, I'd rather cook for myself and stay at home.

Anyways, I pray to God that he'll bless me with speed and motivation for eds. I am changing my topic. So like.. we had 2 months? to do our eds but since I'm changing it right now, I only have 5 weeks left to complete. Champion. But Sarah haven't even approve.

/ Oh I just signed up for 10km marathon. Wth.

Shadows.

they hide the details // they leave you wondering.

Ifs.

If we didn't start/end that way 5 years ago, then maybe it wouldn't be like this right now.