11:39 PM

Currently tipsy on my favourite poison because I can't wrap my head around what happened yesterday. What happened? What happened is that you're still the same condescending, rude, pretentious, lying asshole that you were 2 years back. I've never been able to pinpoint an exact moment where I felt enough warmth from you that lets me know that oh, this is why I like you so much. I've only felt.. dislike, disdain, dis-everything because all you've done is let me down, made me feel unworthy of myself and just, yeah. But despite everything, I still can't stop thinking about you, what you've done and what could have been done. I might like you alot, way more than I should, but I just hate your pathetic self right now.

So, anyways, the point of this article isn't to address the same lame problem I've had for the past 2 years, but more of, can I start over? Can I start to pick the people I want to stay in my life, to stay? Can I? Do I have that choice?

This is probably as honest as it can get.

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Funny how things change all the time, yet sometimes not at all.

Taiwan '14

Taiwan, you've been nothing short of amazing. Shopping, food, mountains and the sea, the fucking sea. You are beautiful. I'll be back, trust me.