/

Bored and he's asleep and I can't sleep until my phone's fully charged. :( OH yeah, today I'm happy because I met my aisyah and my jill and got my pretty nuabs and my pretty shorts and shit, I want those two pairs of steve madden's and one pair of new look. I am so dead, I didn't even know I like shoes that much.

Okay, I'm out.

No more.

I had to explain how I got those scars on my legs four times today (or maybe more). This shop uncle even asked if I went to war.

I really hate them, ugly stupid scars.

So freaking ugly.

Breakdown.

Sometimes when I get so mad at you, and I can't even explain myself, that's when I #breakdown.

Want 2.

i want my old body back so much that
i want to cry.
i'm just a fat fuck right now.
Fuck.
(Tonight is self pity night, tonight is so bad, tonight is horrible, tonight i just want you here beside me but i'll never tell you how bad tonight was because that's who i am)

Every girl wants their boyfriend to be like their father

x the way you recovered my lost pictures (!!!)
x the way you almost always fetch/send me here and there
x the way you always pay for my air tickets, no matter how often the trips were
x the way you tell stupid jokes
x the way you laugh

This post came a little too late, but Happy Father's Day. I couldn't have anyone better.

-

These days, I've been having quite vivid dreams and right now, I only can remember this particular one.

I was on this boat, with I forgot who, and it just rowed across some open water and it fucking overturned into another open water. It was so magnificent, there was trees and mountains floating on the water and the sky was just beautiful. But it was also so damn scary.

Anyways, hopefully I'll get my nuabs tomorrow, just need to decide on a colour..

Long term

yeah, it's you

Yes

Finally I've data plan for my blackberry.

So MuCh Fun

It's still early for us but

me : what if i gained 10kg? would you still love me?
you : yeah, that's when you'll be pregnant with my child.

hahahaaha

/ Anyways, I want to be skinny until my bones become defined.

No I'm not sick

Loss.

I don't know what to do.

Oh.

you know i love you.

The vow.

Omfg, channing tatum + rachel mcadams in the same movie.

I can't wait.

.

Today was one of the happiest I've been since.. Dalian. Days with you are always one of the best. You are the best.

K anyways, having gastric now. Maybe it was because of my near to 9pm dinner but I wasn't really hungry to eat anything. Damn.

You.

I don't know a lot of things. I'm kinda stupid at times, childish and immature. I don't know when to stop my jokes, when to be serious and how to read your emotions.

But one thing I'll always know is to keep you, close to my heart.

/

Never been happier. To be home.

<3

Excited

Hehe, flying off to Beijing in another... 7 hours? I'm gonna sleep soon but whenever I touch my leg and feel that deep scab.. I wanna cry. It's so ugly.

I'm coming home

Tomorrow marks the last day that I'll be spending here in my creepy dorm (but somehow I think we're all used to it) and in Dalian because on early Friday morning we'll be flying off to Beijing! Omg, can't wait since there's gonna be a 4 star hotel for us and yeah, pretty much a little holiday. Heh

Me and noelle just laughed pretty hard at some of the pictures on stomp, and I think that's the thing I'm gonna miss. Staying with a friend. Though it's hard but it's a lot of fun. And I'm gonna miss liyana's irritating singing at night, terri's lovely bum and alicia's heavy sleeping (okay just kidding ^^).

Right now I'm having a luggage crisis and and and I can't stop thinking about my skinned shin. It's still so gross. Okay back to my luggage crisis, I think I'm gonna ship back some clothes tomorrow because there's completely no space in my luggage if I were to squeeze them all in and I can do that but if I'm at Beijing, then there's gonna be NO shopping at all because there's really no more space for it but I still have quite an amount of money left to shop so yeah I'll just ship back some stuff to get more space to get more shopping done and yeah. Okay, just want to reassure myself that I'm doing the right thing. Dear God, please keep our parcels safe and send them back to our homes in Singapore asap. :)

And and and yesterday was the first time outta of the days in Dalian that I actually heard his voice! <3 Makes me wanna run all the way home just to give him a hug. Argh, miss him so much. Actually, I miss everybody so much. Especially my sweettalk pearls, my spaghetti from pioneer's koufu, my chicken wings, my sambal seafood, my chicken rice, my carrot cake and my freaking B&J!!! But when I'm back in SG, I'm gonna miss the beef chips, the shrimp flakes, the shrimp pretz, the shao bing, the fried hotdog and the freaking huge chicken drumstick!!! Damn it.

Just so you know

I'm not that selfish to let both of us suffer.