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Live chatting with our entrepreneurship lecturer via this application. It's quite fun!!

Okay, new specs later. Hehe ^^

I love you

but I hate this.

Between missing you and getting all this shits from you every now and then, I think it's the latter that will drive me crazy.

You.

"Relationships come with a lot of tribulations. We fight, we yell, we get jealous, we cry, we feel pain, we hurt, we scream, we get frustrated, we get angry, we get upset, we break up and our emotions take us over. So why do we do it? Why would we want to feel not just sad, but truly hurt, sad to the point where your whole body hurts just because of one person, sad to the point where you feel empty when everything falls apart, sad to the point where your heart aches for the company of that being. I’ll tell you why I do it, its because besides all those moments when your stupidity gets in the way of what your truly feeling and you “fight”, the moments when you are truly loving someone are the most touching, astounding, magnificent moments you will ever experience. When two people are just loving each other its magical. And to those of you who are to scared of getting hurt and too scared of the baggage that comes with relationships, let me tell you this, having someone you love and having them love you back is a feeling that you can not substitute. Having someone look at you with such a deep emotion is remarkable. Having someone touch with so much care brings a feeling of weightlessness throughout your whole body. Having someone whisper they love you feels like they screamed it. Having someone to hold your hand at all times just feels special. Having someone to be your best friend and be loyal to you and never lie to you feels so safe. So yeah, relationships suck, breaking up hurts, but having that someone that you feel so comfortable with, someone that you let inside your soul, someone that lets you inside theirs, someone to talk to at all hours during the day, someone to laugh with, someone to fall asleep with, having someone that is your other half for whatever amount of time you are together, is true beauty and I wouldn’t trade it for the world."

I'll follow you into the dark

Being in this buang country, with the buang internet, I can't do much except read through my tumblr. It has like 371 pages worth of memories, both good and bad. Right now, I'm reading through the period where I just felt like dying and shit because of *. Phew, thank God everything's gone now and I'm SO much happier despite being here and all. But I just am happier.

Anyways, 38 more days to go and let me just say, having your period in this country, this dirty place, is not at all fun to do. I just feel disgusted 24/7 with everything but thank God, you're here to make me laugh whenever it's possible. And m&ms is just 4RMB, which is like 80 cents? Damn cheap comfort food. :)

But bad thing about being here is that my skin is so buang right now, I can actually cry. Argh, and my hair.. the curls are almost gone. It's wavy now and I don't think I trust the china hairstylists with my hair though it's cheap and all. Yeah. Oh yeah, I need to get new specs.

Guess that's all.

Sometimes.

I wish you wouldn't be so selfish because you're not the only one suffering. Trust me.. you're not the only one suffering in this situation. You don't know how homesick I am right now and how much I'd give to come back to the sunny island. I don't tell you because what's the point? It'll only make you feel even worse than what we're both feeling right now. But all that I'm asking from you right now is don't be selfish and know your limits okay?

Lazy Sunday

First week down, five more left in this dorm then one last one at Beijing. Today's Sunday so basically we lazed around before doing the laundry at the laundry room (totally troublesome..) then roamed around looking for lunch/dinner and guess what?

We found a puppy. It's now in the guy's dorm and it's ours. Freaking adorable.

But this still doesn't change the fact that I want time to pass asap so that I'll come home to you.

Day 5.

Everything's been good except I think I'm quite homesick now and I just can't wait to go back. 47 more days to go, till I can see you and hold you in my arms. For now, puggy will replace you.