Bored

Celebrate

Went to have our bak ku teh at song fa + marble slab with ahbing and xinyiaiai. Feeling shiok to the max, then coming home seeing my BNJ's in the freezer.

Only thing's missing is you. But I don't want to wake you up. Tsk.

/ Oh fuck the moment I posted this, you texted. Heh.

Right now

I just feel like crying. If you ever come back by The Script is on reply and I can't stop thinking about leaving Singapore for Dalian. 2 months is no joke.

No freaking joke.

Thoughts.

From losing him to gaining you. From having this job and being fired before the designated date. I've never thought 2011 would turn out this way. Never.

What am I feeling right now? Like.. really fortunate and unlucky at the same time. Conflicted feelings.

Everytime you say you're lucky/privileged to have me.. I keep quiet because I know I'm the lucky one.

Tired.

Dover > Clarke Quay > Paragon > Cathy > Clarke Quay > Tiong baru > Pioneer

Legs died.

Me and you.

Haven't even 1 month but we've already made so many plans lasting up to at least August. Scary ain't it but it's me and you, so we can make this work.

Love you.

/ Fucking sad now cause like money's like water to me now. Spend and spend and no fucking earn. I feel like shit. Shit. Fuck this. No lunch for me tomorrow because I had 4 fucking meals today and it's not those small kind. And because it's really time to save money.

Must

When I'm in china, one thing's for sure. Diet.

Otherwise, everything's been quite lovely nowadays except times when I feel like killing you. But otherwise, all's great.