Be strong

I remember he told me once 'trust no one but yourself', then thinking to myself, such harsh last words.

But it's only now till I realize the awful truth to those words.

Thank you for teaching me to be as cold and honest as you were.

不知道为什么会想起你，
也不知道为什么想到你就想哭，
然后觉得自己很笨。

就是这样。

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I've started teaching art to kids from June and after working for 6 days straight, I have my only off day tomorrow. Teaching kids is such a mentally draining thing to do, not only do you have to repeat yourself a million times, you have to get their attention and get them to do what is needed. That alone is not difficult, what's harder is I'm teaching art. It's so messy and chaotic.

But even though I feel so mentally drained and physically exhausted, it doesn't really feel like work teaching them. It's just really fun to watch them draw, paint and do their clay. Well, that might not be the case for the next 2 weeks cause we're going to do sewing next. 4-10 years old + needles + threads = goodluck Fanny.