Must.

My train of thoughts have been really messy lately, can't seem to focus at all. It's so bad that I have to keep writing lists to remind myself and reorganize everything. The fact that my phone dies like within 2 hours is not helping either.

And you baby, I'm glad that I've found you.

I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want.. a steady hand. A kind soul. I want to fall asleep, and wake, knowing my heart is safe. I want to love, and be loved.

Realize.

Don't be a bitch.

Want.

I just want to laze at the beach in my bikini, with good music, a nice book to read, alongside with some fattening snacks.

Oh and yeah, pints and pints of apple sourz with sprite.

That'll be a good vacation.

/ I hate you so much that all I want to do is curse you but I know if I see you around, all I want to do is be close to you. Stupidity at its highest.

Expectations.

They are just dangerous, both to have and to give.

/ I'm no one special, just another wide-eyed girl, who's desperately in love with you.