I'll be my own saviour

Realize that it wasn't anything that you did, or the things that you didn't. It was just the way it should have been. There will never be a could, should or would be because if there was, then things wouldn't be the way they are now, right?

I'm better now, calmer.. Maybe it's because of this daily routine that keeps my mind occupied and focused on what's important, like sleep, food and money. And like how that John Mayer song goes, "half of my heart's got a grip on the situation, half of my heart takes time", I'll be okay.

Patheme

I think having just 1 friend is kinda pathetic.. but I'm fine with that cause that friend is true.

I miss you. I just want to meet you and give you a giant big hug and talk to you until my head is clear and just keep hugging you.

Sis is back and this puts an end to my karaoke nights.

It's just for me.

“Have some fire. Be unstoppable. Be a force of nature. Be better than anyone here, and don’t give a damn what anyone thinks. There are no teams here, no buddies. You’re on your own. Be on your own.”

/ I am.. I don't know what I am anymore. I wonder when I will be enough.

/

I would do my taxes. Fill out insurance forms.
Count grains of rice in a bag.
Whatever makes time pass the slowest with you. 

Trust me

Oh, how am I gonna get over you? 
I'll be alright 
Just not tonight 
But someday
Oh, I wish you'd want me to stay 
I'll be alright  
Just not tonight 
But someday

Stop settling fanny, just.. stop. 

Last kiss on repeat.

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go away?
Away

I do recall now the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

I do remember the swing of your step
The life of the party, you're showing off again
And I roll my eyes and then
You pull me in
I'm not much for dancing
But for you I did

Because I love your handshake, meeting my father
I love how you walk with your hands in your pockets
How you kissed me when I was in the middle of saying something
There's not a day I don't miss those rude interruptions

And I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our old friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines
And it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you
You wish you had stayed
You can plan for a change in weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don't know how to be something you miss
Never thought we'd have a last kiss
Never imagined we'd end like this
Your name, forever the name on my lips

Just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips
Forever the name on my lips

Just like our last...